A 12-minute short film shot entirely on a broken iPhone. The plot: Jocelyn Dean wanders through an abandoned bowling alley at 3 AM, reciting a monologue about her ex-lover who "loved me sober but feared me sacred." The closing line— "You don't leave a goddess; you just fail her blood alcohol test" —became an underground meme.
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Dean describes herself as a "dumpster diver" and a fiercely adaptable multimedia artist who refuses to be confined to a single format. Her portfolio spans traditional painting, spoken word poetry, sculpting, and underground fetish filmmaking. drunk+goddess+jocelyn+dean
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Dean’s visual style is heavily soundtracked by the aggressive, anti-establishment ethos of classic punk rock and grunge. Her creative energy aligns closely with the tragic, hyper-emotional delivery of musical icons like Courtney Love, Fiona Apple, and Amy Winehouse, alongside the abrasive energy of early punk bands like The Cramps and The Germs. This "riot grrrl" and proto-punk influence manifests in her art through jagged lines, chaotic compositions, and a refusal to adhere to traditional notions of "clean" or commercial beauty. 3. Literary Nihilism A 12-minute short film shot entirely on a broken iPhone
: The content often leans into a raw, unpolished vibe that contrasts with the typically manicured nature of social media.
The concept of a “drunk goddess” has deep roots in world mythology. Perhaps the most direct personification is , from Greek mythology. Methe (Ancient Greek: Μέθη, romanized: Méthē, lit. 'drunkenness') is the spirit and personification of drunkenness. She entered the retinue of Dionysus, the god of wine, and was described in the Anacreontea as being “brought forth” thanks to Bacchus: “Let us be merry and drink wine and sing of Bacchus … thanks to him Methe (Drunkenness) was brought forth”. Methe was also depicted in ancient art, such as a painting of her drinking wine in the temple of Asclepius at Epidaurus, and another offering wine to Silenus. Dean’s visual style is heavily soundtracked by the
Players go shot-for-shot, choosing from an array of identical-looking glasses containing liquids of varying alcoholic proofs. The goal is simple but brutal: maintain your composure and out-drink the demon until she loses her wits and spills her soul.
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